Worship, Sort Of

My faith was always characterized by reluctance and terror.
I wrote this song at what I thought was a turning point. I thought God had sent an angel. It wasn't Michael though.
God sent me Hagar's angel. It wasn't by mistake.
I keep this song to remember where I thought I was going.



They say that I've fallen
And You know it's true
I followed my own star
And mistook it for You
I struggled for so long
To make my way through
Now this is me
Taking my first step
Back to You.

I am running towards You
I long to see Your face
I realize how much I need to
Surrender to Your strong embrace.

I am waiting for You
I trust in Your healing power
This time I know that You're here with me
Illuminate my darkest hour.